It’s 7: 10 pm
Working on a project and I decided to take a rest, something pops into my mind and I smiled.
2020, a year I found myself.
Last year wasn’t like this, by this time last year, I only knew my name I remember that I forgot my birthday date too.
The only form of Identification I knew was my name, I just completed my education as a tertiary student, there was nothing to be happy about even with a good result.
My friends were all eager to serve, lol, I chose not to go, the question that popped into mind was, who and what am I going to represent?
Along the line, I fell sick.
It was a battle, I know I was not going to die because God has not promised me death but life but I knew I was dead inside but alive outside.
I could remember I was scheduled to go for a test at badagry general hospitals, the day came and I bluntly refused to go.
Before then, my parents were already scared, especially my dad.
On December 23rd, he sat close to me on my sickbed and begged me to get well, I saw pains in his eyes.
I don’t fall sick, I look smaller than my age yet very active.
It broke my family heart to see Bose who would go on any errand worth going on a sickbed.
My doctor kept asking me if there was any other thing than this sickness.
My heart was screaming Yesssss.
She couldn’t hear or see it.
I am looking back at that year, a year I don’t even want to remember, but it was a year that I had to make a change.
It wasn’t easy, but going deep into my IDENTITY was the best gift of my 2020.
I love you and you can make a change with just a chapter of this book now imagine what would happen if you consume all chapters.
Let’s hit a hi-five while you leave on how you can find your own IDENTITY.
